It has been a long time since i last updated my blog. Not sure why i come back to this blog and start blogging again. haha! selalunya kalau sedih or feeling depressed baru cari blog, am i depress right now? mcm tak je. haha. but i have a lot of tasks to do and why im here?! omg ogy... pls la.
as u know, im struggling for my final year project right now. im sooooo busy and didn't have so much time to play around. k. tipu. padahal berjalan enjoy sana sini jugak. kah! :p how time flies, it's almost 4 years im here. and gonna end my degree life soon. tetiba rasa sebak. lol
life as degree student has a lot of ups and downs. this is the almighty transition between adolescence and adulthood, carefree and responsibility, dependence and independence, sometimes u will be overwhelmed, and the next day u will be bored, and the next day u will have a great day with your friends. I can honestly say i love my degree life. and gonna miss this. :') I can feel the sadness started flowing in veins right now. Every day i wake up and saw my friends i said to myself "cherish the days left with them ogy, after this u won't seeing them dah" it sounds a bit dramatic seriously.. haha.. tapi betul lah.. this feeling is different nak banding dgn sekolah dulu. time sekolah dulu everyone are lives not far away from each other and always feel connected but not these friends u make while in college, we are all from different states. u live with them, spend most of your time with them, eat together, gossiping together.
recall the moment when my first day at university, everything was super difficult back then, especially we are the first batch and the first people that staying in this campus. from nothing to everything. still remember the first day we entered the class, all the chairs and desks are not prepared, the class is full of dust because the building baru je siap. lecture sambil berdiri je. what a sad life! juniors today kena bersyukur tau... hampa tak lalui susah payah mcm kami. :') but this things make us who we are today. Alhamdulillah we survived! dah final year pon. InshaAllah will be graduated soon.
although in class we have different gang of friend but the bond is still there. RY58 kan.. the bond tu penting. we are family. Oh ya gonna miss our abah, papa, mdm ina, annoying sir qauyum.. haha. and ramai lagi la. and of course i will be missing all my sisters syada, syakirah, anis, mira, kaka, nab and fazira. and all my classmates. they are awesome ppl yg pernah ogy kenal. :') thank you for accepting me as who i am. i know i am bit annoying, suka menyusahkan orang, and everything la. pls dont forget me. :')
being friend with these people, they make me the happiest and laugh the loudest. haha! i love how everytime we hang we could just say the most random shit and be our most sarcastic self and none of us will be offended bcos we are used to it and have bond that is strong than that. ada pon sometimes je la lepastu elok balik. truly sisters!
i wish everyone have a good life ahead! graduate with flying colors and get an ideal job! xoxo
*SAMBUNG TULIS THESIS* BYE!
