The hardest part about growing is letting go of what u were used to, and moving on with something u are not. So, apa apa pon we just accept what is, let go of what was and have faith in what could be. it is better than u keep sedih on thing tu. ya! moving on is not easy as that. Sometimes people cannot stand that u are moving on with your life and they will try to drag your past to catch up with u. Do not help them by acknowledging their behavior. Keep moving forward. No matter how u live, someone will be disappointed. So just live the truth and be sure u are not the one who is disappointed in the end.