wow wow wow! 

time flies so fast. Im now 21 y/o. 

over the years i of course realized that this sense of starting a fresh was merely an illusion. January is not some magical month after which thing will change. Things generally stay the same and change if it happens, will happen when it is does. janji palsu je semua tu nak berazam baru bagai. haha! 

oh ya, now im 21 and hopefully i'll be more matured as my age. haha! or this is the time i need to find a boyfriend?? haha! oh no i dont want to make the same mistake twice. i always advice myself dont rush in relationship. i know this is the time i will be seeing everyone, my friends getting married and having babies. just ignore those! haha. trust that if it's meant to be that it will work out when it's supposed to. if u are rushing or pushing into something it will only end in frustration, probably tears. chill. so yeah i need to have more fun and cherish my 21!!!!!!!!