Hello peeps!!

Ya Allah.. Dah lama betul ni tak update. Last post is setahun yg lalu. Dan i perasan setiap posts mesti start with "hello peeps, dah lama tak update bla bla bla....." Hahaha! Sesungguhnya seorang Najihah itu mmg pemalas ya rabbi nak update blog. Ofkos la, i got no time okeh. Busy with work and sleep all the times when got free time. Bila nya nak ada masa update blog. Huhu. And rasa zaman blogging ni dah berlalu, zaman gedik² kiddo dulu ja. Haha! Tapi rasa mcm best plak bila usha post2 lama dari dulu2 and i was like... Oh mcm ni ka aku dulu... Lol!

So.. Basically im enjoying my life as a working woman. Yeah... Life not easy ya.. But im proud with myself bila tengok diri sendiri skrg di stage yg mana. Penat tu mmg penat tapi it's life.. Semua orang kan melalui phase mcm ni. But, the only thing kita kena bersyukur setiap masa wherever we are. At this age 25 y/o where org cakap struggling stage.. Dlm semua benda kita tgh struggle skrg, kerjaya, family and also love. Ya im facing all these things too. I believe org lain pon also facing the same things. Tapi Alhamdulillah... Allah plans always the best. Dari dulu aku jenis yg follow the flow, jarang aku ada target untuk diri aku nak jadi apa. Mmg kalau org tanya cita² nak jadi apa aku susah nak jawab, sbb aku taktau nak jadi apa. And Alhamdulillah, here is me rite now as an engineer at the age of 25 almost two years working dalam bidang yg i tak pernah terfikir langsung utk ceburi. Tak pernah sekali pon dulu kalau org tanya nnt besar nak jadi apa aku jawab Engineer. Tak pernah ok. Haha!

Bila teringat my journey of study pon.. Aku tak pernah belajar utk jadi seorang Engineer.. Time SPM aku ambik pure science and aku tambah akaun sbb aku target matric aku nak masuk aliran akaun. But, God plans..... Masuk matrik aku ambik science jgk.. Biology + computer science. So, mentality bila dah ambil Bio ofkos la nak jadi doctor or whatever yg related dgn medic, but ended up masuk university aku dpt Mechanical Engineering which is dari dulu aku tak pernah minat and belajar pon subject physics! Lol. Tapi u know Allah tu Maha Mengetahui tau... He knows kebolehan dan kelebihan kita tu apa. Kita ja yg tak perasan. Time aku belajar course aku dkt uni ni baru aku perasan yg this is "my passion" actually. Sbb tu even dpt course yg aku tak pernah terfikir langsung utk ceburi aku mcm redha and go with the flow ja bcos i believed and always believe Allah plans is best. And Alhamdulillah... Everything went well until graduated and now becomes an Engineer even just an engineer in Quality field takdak kena mengena langsung dgn Mechanical. HAHAHA! It's okay... Itu timeline hidup kita just believe in Him.

Mmg Allah tu Maha Mengetahui and Dia tahu apa yg terbaik untuk kita, jadi siapa kita utk menidakkan apa yg Dia dah tetapkan. But dont forget, setiap hari berdoa yg terbaik. Apa kita nak, kita mintak details dgn Dia.. Sbb Dia tahu. Cuma utk Dia bagi dan tunaikan itu bila tiba masa dia ja. Kerja kita is pray and always pray to Him, ask for the better. Dan usaha. We are nothing kalau kita tak usaha. To get what we want kita tak boleh just wish ja kan? Ofkos la kena usaha jgk dan berdoa. Have faith and put trust on Him. He knows. :')

So, to those who are struggling with life rite now.. I wish Allah will grant all your wishes as u plan, but believe that Allah plans is better. Dont give up, dont be sad. Allah timing is perfect. :)