EVERYTHING GONNA BE OKAY
13:42As u know this is not what i want and not what I plan and ask for. I just cant. dari SPM until matric i didnt take physics, SPM dulu pon just belajar sendiri saja physics, every weekend i pegi tuition class for physics and then i take the SPM and luckily I pass. And tup tup dkt university I got engineering course, (even just engineering technology) but it's relate to the physics things. :/ I just dont like it, I cant. But at first je I rasa mcm tu, lama2 I can accept and digest it. yeah.. di mana ada kemahuan di situ ada jalan. nak taknak I have choose this way so I kena jugak la belajar.
time SPM dulu I add subjek account and decided to change course while i'm in matriculation, bcos time matric i got science stream which is biology, and I mmg layak pon to change the course since I got A for account (SPM) but my mom insist me not to change the course. so, i redha. even i cried inside. haha! because I love numbering and it much more enjoyable, I hate reading subject u know!
so my life is very difficult one, i always go with the flow and i dont know what i really want actually. SPM (science stream + account), Matriculation (biology), Degree (mechanical eng tech which is Physics). Semuanya tak relate langsung.
but, at first je rasa mcm tak relate, tapi sebenarnya bila dah belajar, semuanya relate actually. So now I believe Allah plans always the best guys, kita tak tau tapi Allah tu Maha Mengetahui. I tak pernah mintak untuk ada dekat sini, tapi I dapat sini, and now i know I have chemistry with this place and this course. apa apa pon, buat lah and belajar lah kerana Allah. InshaAllah everything gonne be okay.
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