It's near the end of 2013. how time flies......

I've been through a lot this year, the hard and pain. I think I make the right decision. I am happy with the decision I have made. I forgive u for all the things u have done unto me. Let's forgive all the people who have done stupid things to us and most importantly, forgive ourselves for allowing them to take advantage and forgives but never forgets. HAHA!

Of course, there will always be the light at the end of the tunnel. Even if your journey seems endless, always remember that Allah will gives you the best things in life. :)

BYE BYE 2013!

Don't try to give me comfort words bcos it only makes the pain deep, may be in my case. Bcos everytime i feel sad or down I will find by myself how to motivate myself. yea,, it sounds selfish but i know myself very well. 

I just need a blank page, and I will write everything on it. That is the way I express my feeling, my sorrow, my frustration and everything that's disturbing me. I just hate telling people about my problems bcos I think people will be boring and can't understand my feeling. and the best way is I will find Allah. through my life experienced only He can give the unexpected gifts. Just dont ignore the five basics solah and du'a. :)

I dont answer to those who question my decisions and certainly don't answer to those who question my faith and intentions for it is You who knows better Ya Allah. I know it is my fault. :( 

11/12/13

the date.

If u are reading this I hope u find the strength to get through whatever it is that's causing u so much internal conflict. I know my fault. I know. I'm sorry. If i can turn back time.............. :(

I know Allah is listen to me. I dont dare to questions why this is happening to me bcos everything is set in stone and He the only One who knows the best. I believe in Him. I believe in the goodness He blesses me with and the hardships He put me through. I believe in Him. :( I believe that if He willing, someday, all these will be worth the pain and hurt.